Carlos i don’t even know where to begin

I love you so much. im seriously in love with you and i tell everyone that including my family. Your the best thing thats ever happened to me and i dont ever want to lose you. Im writting this becuase it soothes me and i can pour out my feelings. iv never been upset before in my entire life. Just the thought of losing you makes my stomach hurt. Some people say im obssesed, or too young for love but idgaf what anyone says cus u will always have a special place in my heart. I know where my parents r coming from and i know they just want me to be safe and dont want to see me growing up so fast but its hard for me too to make them understand why i did what i did. I didnt do it just for the hell of it, or to see what it felt like, or to tell ppl that im expierienced. no i did it because it was with the guy i want to spend the rest of my life with. idc whos reading this idc what you think i just need some way to express my emotions and tumblr was the first thing that came into my head. Carlos i love you so much. I could say it a million times but it would never match up to how i feel about you. I love you with all my heart.

12.3.11